"nothing ever nice in my blog"

kiyosh says:
as if theyd be something i like in your blog

i LOVE you !

TOO BAD YOU WONT READ THIS HA-HA.

lob is gonna save us.

mish says: ai lob eu like lobotomy ^ ^
bekahh says: i lob euu like hobo spelt wrong :]

inconsistency.

i fluctuate between the somewhat depressed and the soaringly happy. i cross the borders of Too Harsh while helping put pieces back together. i find myself smiling when i didnt know i could and see myself crying when there is no reason to. i am white, i am black. i laugh til i hurt myself but i laugh when i make others hurt. im sorry for so much but i cant bring myself to apologize when it matters. i dont mind casting aside my pride, even though i am ruled by it. i think im better than all of you but i think youre better than me too. i enjoy being alone in crowds. i hate the world but i love it so much.

i like the arrangement. it keeps me wondering what i'm going to do next.
i hope you know what youre getting into.

right now i just want to get things straight.

what are you waiting for?

ive been crying since i found out.
if there is a god, dont do this to me. please.
i dont know what to say anymore.
even words seem empty.

re : feet.

people always keep telling me how my feet are "OMG SO SMALL". and i keep wondering Am i supposed to WANT big feet ?

do i LOOK like a clown to you?
LOL.

one fucken hot music vid

lesbian fantasies come true.
i am insanely jealous.